Saturday, July 3, 2010

JT Yorke Dies

JT Yorke dies. You know in Degrassi the next generation. I'm watching the stupid re-runs and JT was pretty much my favorite character then I found out he's going to die. He was like totally awesome! He was supposed to be the cool one who lives the whole time being awesome. I mean that is so not cool, I feel completely miserable and not just because he was totally awesome and he dies in the series but he reminded me of my best friend (she IS my best friend even though I never see her anymore), shes been through a lot of things that is so sad its not even remotely miserable it's worse than that. The last time I saw her she was so happy to see us but she was still miserable. I knew it. I couldn't sleep some nights because she was crying when she thought I wasn't awake, of course I comforted her but she will never be healed from all that happened to her, here is a quick recap of it all: when she was little her dad molested her, then her cousin hung himself, then her dad came back into her life and went to jail for breaking into a car, she moved away from me(we depended on each other and we were crying for days), then her moms bf beat her mom, then her house keeper who Brianna loved went to jail, then she thought she was les, then she started drugs, and I haven't heard from her in like months. I was happy for a while but when I started watching the Degrassi marathon, JT reminded me of Brianna and all the good times we had together (playing at the park, messing with her teasing Big Head Steven, my birthdays, her teaching me how to count past one hundred, running and avoiding Kayla, avoiding Kayla, going to the carnivals, racing, talking about all the kids at school, me telling off her friend Tina for being a jerk to Brianna, playing with water guns, going to the gas station, the sleep overs, playing with all her neighbors dogs, and well all kinds of stuff, when I was around her we always acted like kids even when we were in the library we giggled and exchanged stories. I miss her) but when I learned he dies all I could do was think about the bad stuff and thinking, what if she goes too far? What if she dies? I miss her so much.

Annabell

PS. I've known Brianna since I was five and we were even friends even then, I liked her because she hated Kayla and of course Kayla being the demon she is broke her ankle once, just by stomping on her ankle all kinds with her boots.

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