Summer sucks

I have officially decided that summer sucks. Well exept the sleeping in part. I'm even missing school and I really HATE school so it's really creepy missing it. I don't even want my birthday to come. I usually hate my birthdays. My family manages to mess it up so usually I pretend that it's not coming until they make me talk about it. My family usually gets really mad at me because when people ask me what I want my mind goes blind. The only thing I ever want is books. My mom does clothes shopping and I have a cell phone, TV, a local library, paper and pens, and a keyboard. I just don't know what I want. I usually get all kinds of crap I don't like or need but I guess I like it anyway. You know that saying "It's the thought that counts."? I think that is totally retarded but I guess it is true. Crap I hate my birthdays. On my last birthday my grandma made me cry. She just kept insulting me. This is the least offending thing she said "You need help!" "There is something wrong with you" and "Why are you such a weirdo? Why can't you be normal instead of the big freak you are?". Ya, that is the least offending. I would rather NOT get into details.
The only thing that I'm really looking forward to is the forth of july and thats not for like nine days. Crap I love my life, but jeez can it get any worse.
Oh yeah, KAYLA IS GOING TO SOUTH DAKOTA!!!!!!!!! Ya, I know I should be totally ticked that I'm the one who can't go but then I wouldn't have the house to myself a lot and I want to be alone so I can REALLY sleep in. Kayla wakes me up way too early. These days I get up at like 6:00AM. I'm serious and Kayla wakes me up at like ten and I really can't do that it's just too much. I need my sleep or I am not a happy camper. Not at all, if they did that to me while I was at a camp, I would burn the place down.
Aw summer, the best and worst times.


Annabell

PS. I just REALLY hate swimming now. Been there done that. If I never swallow that stupid pool water on accident it will be too soon. Another funny thing. My hair is awesome and if it gets tangled all I really have to do is shake my hair run my hands through it a few times and it's perfect agian. THAT DOES NOT APPLY TO POOLS!! It takes hours to get the freaking tangles out!